just quit my job as a social worker...didn't realize i didn't get to do social work as a social worker...became a cog in the machine, completely devoid of personhood, devalued in every way, absolutely replaceable...
always assumed that the workers who failed merely didn't have superior organizational skills...never realized that the performance expected was absolutely unattainable...mentally, how do you deal with knowing you can never do the job you are expected to do, further, charged with doing? i couldn't reconcile the impossibility of striving to do something essentially undoable...melted down...
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